THIS XANGA IS OFFICIALLY DEAD !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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NEW COLORS. Oh and the following I got from Emily and it is MAD cute. ["Emily" is a link. Click it, and tell her how awesome she is ;] .. Woot]

I want a boy. A funny but sweet boy. A boy who has shaggy hair and will let me play with it. Everyone will think of us as a second Corey & Tapanga. He'll let me keep his favorite sweatshirt. He'll call my cell at 3 in the morning when I'm sleeping over a friends house just to see how I'm doing. He'd tell me that he couldnt sleep because he was thinking of me and just wanted to hear my voice. He'll text me before school just to say "I hope you have a great day"  When he see's me in the halls he always whispers something sweet in my ear. He'd take me to a concert to see his favorite bands. He'd want copies of the CD's of my favorite bands, and he'd make me mix tapes with all his favorite songs. He won't be embarrased to tell me he loves me infront of his friends. He'll always make me feel better because he always knows the perfect thing to say. All of his friends will know we're in love because he talks about me to them. When we're walking, he'll stop and pick up a flower and put it behind my ear. We always end up laughing over stupid fights and we don't get mad when we make fun of eachother because we'd be to busy laughing about it. When we're a hundred years old, butterflies will still explode in my stomach when he kisses me. He'll surprise me and bring me over my favorite food when I'm having a bad day. He'll tell me he loves every day.  He wouldnt be afraid to cry infront of me and when I cry, he'd hold me and tell me that everything will be okay because he wont let anything hurt me. We'll take walks in the snow even though he hates it, He does it because I love it he loves me. We would have contests of who could spit their gum  the farthest or who could jump farhtest off a swing. We'd take pictures in picture booths and use up a whole film with pictures of us together. We'd both take those pictures and keep them in our rooms, right next to our beds.  We would play tag in the middle of a park, he'd always catch me and let me get him back. Whenever I hear his voice, I fall in love all over again. I want a boy who can argue over stupid things with me then go completely soft when I start to get sad and then he'd apologize, even if I started the fight.  I want someone who will care about me. Someone who will laugh at me when I do something dumb but stick up for me if someone else makes fun of me for it. Overall, I just want someone who will always be there. Someone who doesnt care what I'm wearing and doesnt care what my hair looks like. He'd love me because he thinks I'm perfect. And he'd accept me even if I mess up. He wont cheat and he swears he'll never break my heart.

Edit> Thanks for all the comments, 31 baby! Keep them coming.. Anyways.. I made another new layout today. I must say, I am pretty pathtic. Oh well. I like this layout. IT'S STAYING. Comments? ;]

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot,
Who calls you back when you hangup on him,
Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
Wait for the boy who kisses your forhead,
Who wants to show you off to the world when your in sweats,
Who holds your hand in front of his friends,
Who thinks your just as pretty without makeup on.
Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you, & how lucky he is to have you.
Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says,  "..That's her <3"

Thanks for the comments, you guys are awesome. So I'm still sick. Bummer. The only day I was in school this week was Tues. and that's the only day I'm gonna be in school. Today I had an ortho. appt. [which I got green and purple as my braces colors] and tomorrow I'm going to the doctor at 9:15 tomorrow morning. I wanna get better, you have no clue. I'll probably be in school Monday, because if I don't do anything this weekend, I won't be outside or anything, so my sickness can't get worse. Plus, I think I'll have medicine for whatever I have tomorrow. I really hope I don't have alot of make-up work to finish. It would take a while, Dave told me we got a big white packet in S.s, so I don't know. Well, I'll update later. I'm feeling better to let you all know. Only a few people said they missed me.. thanks if you did. Later.

Edit.
So I changed my colors [again]. Gosh, I need to stop changing everything all the time. Pretty soon I'm gonna be all out if ideas. Anyways, I left myself a comment because I thought it would be really cool of me. Not. But I did leave myself a comment, because I got bored. So did Emily. We're cool, we comment ourselves. I love it. Yeah this post is pointless, don't hate OK?! Laterrr.

i guess you'll always have a place in my heart.. you were my very best friend in the beginning of last year, and this, and when i lost you my whole world fell apart. you were like a brother to me. i miss it way too much. i doubt you will read this, it's probably too dramatic for you.. but in the long run, i knew i could always count on you. and you can always count on me too.. you were the one who made me smile, over any other guy, and yet you were the one who hurt me the most. when you left, everything changed.. and it SUCKED. whether anyone cared or not, i thought we were best friends. and when you gave me a hug, before you left, it still really hurt. and i know, i know, you'd still be around, in the same town, in the same state.. but part of me just wanted you right there, by my side, through anything.. just seeing you everyday, made me smile. and nothing will ever change that. and it never has. <3 ily boy.

..sick today [again], pretty cool huh?.. ehh, no. i think i have strp throat. yeah it sucks. and tomorrow [thursday] i have to go down to philly at like 7:30 in the morning and get my colors changed for my braces. i think they're gonna put another wire in too, i hope so, mine feels like it's gonna fall off. uuugh. sorry about that, i'm just SO sick of being sick. i hate staying home.. i hate making up work.. but most of all, i HATE being bored. and that's how i'm gonna be all day. i'll edit another time. later.

*edit. same layout, new colors.. and i changed some things around. wow, i get bored pretty easily huh? when all of you people at school, get home and read all this, it's gonna be a while until you leave a comment. gosh, i write alot. i think i'll stop here. but please leave a comment if you read this.. or just leave a comment anyways.. because your cool ;]

OhOh & 45 DAYS until my flippin birthday. April 22nd baby.. Emily's is in ..6 DAYS. Happy birthday, love you so much girly.